Pain that goes unexpressed lives on through the body. Shame kept me at a distance from self-intimacy and self-reverence when I longed nothing more than to fall in love with what the world constantly told me it hated. As I came back home to myself, I found stories that needed to be told to serve as a map for reclaiming Pleasure as holy and integral to our lives, most especially post-trauma. Join me in this 60-minute performance documentary, exploring my journey into spiritual reclamation as a Black, Queer, Disabled Femme through erotic dance. Follow me into a world of decadence. Lust. Worship. Release. Full Body Remembering. Orgasmic Relief. Erotic Revival. Choosing Pleasure in Chaos & Grief.

written, directed & performed by: Rashida KhanBey Miller (She/Temptress).